April 20th about a month since I got home. I left Germany March 24 leaving new friends, new cities, new experiences and new work experience behind. I didn't want to share this with everyone because I knew that I needed the time to get back into things as the German experience has been really rewarding and changed who I am. Or at least, given me in site of what values and ethics I would like to go by.
I apologies for letting you all down, for not blogging my experiences. It's been quite a journey back into the real world or at least know what I really want. Going over to live in another culture has really opened my eyes that I haven't seen enough. There is so much out there that I don't know about. There are so many kinds of people, food, activities, and amazing buildings...rich in history. There are lots that I don't know since I never really paid attention in school. I was never into reading books to learn about stuff....i tried to read this book I have on my night side table and looked at it once. It's just stilling there. It goes to show what is more important....people and friends. Not my knowledge. Anyhow, going to different sites and realizing that there was war there opens my eyes to be amazed that years ago, in the exact place i am standing, people have died for a better place to live etc. It is sure hard to imagine, but oh my, it really hits you to know that history has been created where I was standing. Just like how Japan's earthquake has hit home to many people living there. As westerner, we sometimes don't think about how lucky we are to have each other and the rich things we have in front of us. There are so many other people out there who don't have food and shelter now because of natural disasters. What does God really want from us? It sure is a question to ask.
Well, since i've been home, i've seen many of you but there maybe others that i haven't seen or you haven't heard that I'm back. Yes, i am hiding, but also, i've been wanting to learn new things so I already haven't had enough time to hang with everyone. Please don't hate me for that. I know there is lots to know, so i hope this blog could help you understand more about me and let you know how I feel.
Feelings are not always hard to express, but it sure is easier on paper than face to face.
I guess the most important news for most of you is you are probably wondering where Jan and I stand. Well, we are still good and together...just not side by side together. Long distance isn't that bad when you love each other and trust each other. Yes, you can touch each other, but life isn't just about being with someone. It's one aspect of life, but there is also about career goals, personals achievements etc. So, at this time, i'm back for my friends who are getting married this year, for many of my friends who are having kids, and for my family who miss me a lot. I know we are all growing up and ready to live our lives to the best as we could even when my parents want me to settle down, but not just yet. It's too soon. I'm not finished seeing the world yet and i don't know if i ever will.
LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO JUST STAY PUT! Many people travel with their kids....right Virgina. :)
Anyhow, i hope to start bloging more to let my new friends know what I'm up to in Vancouver BC.
Miss you lots.
Your new CanGerm Asian Friend. :)
